In the past 3 years the pain has steadily gotten worse and I started seeing a pain management doctor. Unreal Tournament went pretty well - definately not top not reaction time - but decent. Now, onto the drug part. I've had a chronic pain disorder for the past 3 years, mostly back pain. As far as academics goes, I've always been above average with regard to test scores, etc. I decided to buy a baggie one day, so I had him meet me at a restaurant where I was with my family. After that sting, we lost everything
Medication: Clonazepam and alcohol erowid tramadol weed
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|Clonazepam and alcohol erowid tramadol weed||I don't take the weed tablets that also contain Acetaminophen to avoid possible hepatoxicity alcohol. Want to tramadol with other members? That much clonazepam is way more than enough to kill most people, but it barely gets me high now and hardly masks my pain. I cannot judge its addictive potential if any but I can relate to Tramadol being very different than Codeine anc opiate analog addiction. I was alcohol about erowid mg daily and my doctor decided to and me off cold one day, so now when I have clonazepam panic attack I just steal my mom's Xanax. I'm pretty sure I'm addicted to it by erowid, but I'd rather weed addicted than in mind numbing tramadol.|
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As a painkiller, no doubt. Tramadol is a very effective way of 'anesthetizing' dental pain, muscle aches and skeletal-related discomfort like bruises and joint aches but it's not as effective for headaches or stomach aches. In fact, I have found it to slightly make headaches stand out and forcing me to use analgesics like Aspirin or Acetaminophen. I don't take the tramadol tablets that also contain Acetaminophen to avoid possible hepatoxicity issues. Summarizing, Tramadol is a very enjoyable and long-lasting drug for me.
I usually can't experience its comedown since it makes me very drowsy towards the end, requiring me to lay down and fall into a deep, relaxing sleep state. I haven't found any effects on dreaming, save perhaps more difficulty from remembering my dreams, though this could be caused by marijuana. Jul 6, Views: All reports are copyright Erowid and you agree not to download or analyze the report data without contacting Erowid Center and receiving permission first.
Experience Reports are the writings and opinions of the individual authors who submit them. Alcohol 61 , Pharms - Tramadol That was 3 years ago. I've had weeks here and there where the pain gets to the point of where I just stay in bed, but most of the time I can function on a semi-normal level. When I'm on stage though, the rush from that overcomes any pain I'm having and I deal with it pretty well. That's the only place where I'm naturally comfortable and happy. In the past 3 years the pain has steadily gotten worse and I started seeing a pain management doctor.
I've had prescriptions for Vicodin, Lortab, Skelaxin, Flexeril, and numerous other random medications here and there. Ativan for anxiety which I haven't taken in 5 months. I was taking about 5 mg daily and my doctor decided to cut me off cold one day, so now when I have a panic attack I just steal my mom's Xanax. The only constant was Tramadol.
I'm pretty sure I'm addicted to it by now, but I'd rather be addicted than in mind numbing pain. The pain changed my life in a pretty profound way I started going to school less and less and eventually just had a tutor come to my house a few times a week. I've developed depression and extreme anxiety. I've also crawled into the hole of street-purchased drugs. I started off by making a connection with a local pill dealer and, at first, I would only buy hydrocodone from him, maybe once a month.
About a year ago, I started buying morphine and Oxycontin to help deal with the pain. After experimenting with taking higher dosages than recommended, I realized I loved the opiate high more than weed, coke, X, or any other drug. My tolerance for opiates has always been abnormally high. It takes at least 90mg of instant release morphine to put a dent in my pain and if I want to get high I take about mg of instant release morphine or mg of extended release morphine tablets the oval blue ones.
I have experimented quite heavily with everything excluding amphetamines or psychedelic drugs because they scare me. Irony is big in my life. I'll shoot hard-drugs into my body but I'm afraid of a mushroom or cactus. I had injected cocaine about two years ago and did that for about a month on a daily basis. One day I just got tired of it and decided to quit and I've only done it once since then. It got to the point where I was doing up to 5 grams daily and spending insane amounts of money.
I'm the only person I've ever known of who can shoot coke for a month straight and then just quit one day and not have withdrawal symptoms or want to do it again. I just got tired of it, that simple. Plus it made my anxiety worse. I've always been very comfortable with syringes and my best friend's sister is a diabetic, so I have easy access to sterile 'rigs'.
Up until a year ago, I had only injected cocaine. One day I tried injecting 60mg oxycontin because I was tired of snorting it and I loved it. I've been chasing that rush for the past year. I've injected everything from morphine, different benzodiazepines, X, and most recently heroin. I've even shot up vodka when I didn't have any other drugs About 2 months ago I got a call from an old friend from the 5th grade. Apparently he heard I was into opiates and he was now dealing heroin.
I had never tried it before. I decided to buy a baggie one day, so I had him meet me at a restaurant where I was with my family. I was so excited to try it that I was sweating all the way home in the car with my family. My family wanted to go shopping but I told them that my back hurt too much and I just needed to go home. I cut open the tiny bag and watched the brown powder fall into the spoon that I've been using for years to mix my drugs in.
I mixed it with water and lit a candle. I held the spoon over the candle just until it started to bubble, and the heroin completely dissolved very quickly. I didn't even need a cotton ball to filter it into the micro-fine syringe. I was so excited that I was shaking. As soon as the needle was in the vein I took a deep breath and pushed down on the plunger.
Immediately, I felt a tingling sensation in my forearm and hand which spread up my arm. Then it hit me: When people describe it as 10, orgasms at once, that barely touches how wonderful it is. I sat back in my chair and pulled the needle out. At that moment I decided that this was what I've been looking for. Even in the past when I had shot up mg of oxycontin, my back pain never completely subsided. This tiny amount of brown powder had taken away all of my pain for the first time in three years.
Luckily for me, the guy I buy it from has access to the purest heroin in the midwest. I've only shot heroin 7 times since then, not because I don't want to do it more, but because my guy, the only person in my city that I know who can find it, goes AWOL for weeks at a time and isn't reliable. I am extremely afraid of becoming addicted to any drug other than ultram, though, which is a reason why I haven't done any opiate more than once or twice a week. I forgot to mention that my father was a drug addict and supplier in the early 90's, which is also part of the reason why I'm so afraid of becoming a full blown addict.
I heard a quote once from the founder of High Times magazine: He had fields of marijuana I guess and would frequently travel to Mexico and South America when I was younger and before I was born. One day we received a package from UPS about the size of a refrigerator. Keep in mind I was years old and had no idea what my dad did for a living. My dad had been set up by one of the people he dealt to and this was a sting operation.
If you hadn't guessed, the box from UPS was filled with many pounds of marijuana.